It has been a long time, like always, since I added a new post on my blog. I am sorry for that and I hope you were able to be patient! I do not even know where to start. It has been two months since Hawaii and a lot has happened.
Ok first of all the biggest event. PROM! Yes, I was lucky to experience an american prom with limos, tuxes and harleys. Yes, harleys. Our prom this year was at the harley davidsson factory. It was kind of disappointing, because it is kind of like a big store with bikes and bike accessoires in it. Of course it was cool to take pictures on a harley, but for all of us it did not quiet fit. It was still fun though!! The limo ride over there was exciting, taking pictures all dressed up was fun and afterwards we spent the night at my friends house and just hung out in the hot tub and had a good time. I was sorry for the seniors though, cause this prom was their last one and I had the feeling that everybody was kind of disappointed. It was not as bad as it may seem, but it was not like I expected Prom to be.
Overall I am still really enjoying my exchange year! I have about 5 weeks left until my parents are coming to Orlando and its hard, I can tell you. Right now I am really happy here and I do not really want to leave. Of course I miss my family and my friends and I can not wait to be back HOME.. But its hard to leave the friends you made here and just leaving a place you could call “second home”. I am not home here, I still kind of feel like a visitor and I am more comfortable at home in Germany, but i like the american life style. Its the “not caring so much”. It is kind of hard to explain but I feel like I am less trying to be better and I am more natural and more myself. This may be not feel like it to other people but that is what I am feeling right now. I like this “easy going” life I built here and having people (or dogs, sigh..) around me most of the time. So I guess you could say I am sad I am going home, but I am also glad I am going home.
I am definitely planning on visiting my friends and my hostfamily here. Most of the people want me to stay here for my senior year, then graduate and go to college here. Right now it sounds like a good idea, but there is no way I could do this. So do not worry 10 000 km over there, I will not stay here, I will come home and stay there for sure but part of me will still be here I guess. How poetic
My hostfamily is really cute and we are talking a lot about my departure. I talked to my hostmom and she said we will keep in touch for sure and I will have to send her pictures from my husband and my kids and me when I am older. I think she is pre-planning for a long time but it is touching! She said she will send me packets from Florida will all the stuff we do not have in Germany. Like ranch dressing, reese’s peanut butter cups, Skittles, Secret Deodorant and more… All those good things I will miss!!
































































